Shopping addiction

I think i personally have a shopping addiction i just see things and cant say no.... its usually the weird and strange things that i find hardest as i always have the feeling that il never get the chance to own it again... tonight I bought a sega game gear ... it just looked so fun and retro I kinda just thought i need that ...plus it will give me something fun to do on the plane on holidays .... although buying stuff is fun eventually yea im gonna have to stop or the debt is just gonna be too much ... but for now alls cool and look what I own ooo yeaa ...this things just about older than me haha

Lord of the Rings day

lol lol ok now i really have become a nerd .... i held a lord of the rings day yesterday  ...o yea it was icecream followed by lord of the rings and then chinese ... it was fun but tbh i was asked what lotr was about today and i kinda apparently had the most unique description ever... well its not my fault i didnt fully concentrate on the whole thing over 3 hours the uncut version... helllloooo lack of concentration ...


ok so here it was ....
the first lord of the rings is basically these drunk short dudes who live in like a party land and then this  weird wizard kinda like dumbledore appears... this dumbledore dude sends them all on an epic quest ...where along the way they meet the most beautiful elf played by orlando bloom... dumbledore then dies in a cave when he tries to be all wizardy and cos he stands all smug for too long instead of runnin he is well whipped of the edge of the rock ...by this awesome firey dragon guy  ... so after the better lookin short dude cries a wee bit they go on another wee walk and have a few fights... it kinda ends with an epic bromance where one of the sort dudes like near drowns and the better lookin one saves him ...aww its cute ....

im gonna need to organise the next one now to watch the second film and see what happens :)

lastest film to enter my bubble...

Watched The Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind tonight ... i loved it simple as that ... the emotion portrayed well outdone a lot of films was very "real" ... it brought back how nothing is simple and it doesn't mean everything is bad but like reinforces that you need to work for what or who you want ... and that nothing is ever really lost just forgotten or gone for a while ... 


wow all that from a film ... maybe im just a weirdo or too tired and read to much into things... well bedtime now ...

nothingness

Sitting in bored.. was invited out tonight but i refused ... however im not quite sure why ... how come i want company but i dont ... and i want to do stuff but at the same time i dont ... its like have u ever turned on msn and got irritated by people trying to talk to you .... thats really it weirdness ...

...

I can honestly say ...
I dont think all problems have solutions

London

This place appears to have everything...
a tower
london eye
dungeons
palace
westend
wax works
an ice bar (look it up it is awesome)
gardens
aquarium 
harrods
etc etc etc
and at the weekend
it will have ...


ME

Her Anxiety- WB Yeats

Earth in beauty dressed
Awaits returning spring.
All true love must die,
Alter at the best
Into some lesser thing.
Prove that I lie.

Such body lovers have,
Such exacting breath,
That they touch or sigh.
Every touch they give,
Love is nearer death.
Prove that I lie.

lol lol this funny too

lol lol lol

written a long time ago but still makes sense

As I walk through the concrete  jungle that is earth
i make my plans to create a new world
somewhere far away and devoid of concreate

Tuesday ...limelight night

Tuesday has now long since become limelight night however tonight I shall have to go looking a mess as the hairdye wont wash out ....really have nothing else to report since last time so il leave u with a picture of how bad i will look tonight .... :)  :) 

yes ok your allowed to laugh i look like a goth lol

 

Pointless

Today I started work at half six finished at 11 and since then done nothing of any interest i am so bored and totally wasted a whole day ...how did it come to this

bad hair day

So ive noticed over the past few weeks the roots of my hair are becoming quite noticable... I have naturally kinda medium brown hair but have been dying it various shades of red for the past few yrs ...lately the condition of it has gone from bad to worse so i decided to embrace my natural colour again until this improves.... well this is easier said than done.... so acheive this I have tried to dye my hair brown over the red.... this has worked to a degree but it is noticable the brown is slightly different once my roots come through... therefore I will need to keep dyining it until i find a shade that works until all the hair dyed hair can grow out ...however tonight I decided to use a new hairdye marked chocolate brown on the box... once i rinsed the dye out all i could say was ....



eh ... hello freakishly weird black hair...

basically i was so close to having my natural colour back and then bam back to square one only this time its black not red .... why are simple things so damn difficult

Evening

Some photos I took last night more should be on my website soon... :)

Fish plan

I really really miss having a fish ...This is the last fish that I had but these things appear to have a very small life span especially under my care lol ....the last one lasted only bout 6 months.... I think I am goin to convince my sister to allow me to buy a new one ....she wont be to happy cos she hates having a fish in our bedroom but i love them there so fun to watch they do really funny things ....ok il stop now and update you on the fish plan if she gives in ... :) 

update

Ok so havent updated my blog in agess.... but since the last time ive crashed my car again reversed it into a lamppost this time not so good but its mostly fixed... Ive also moved from my sony vaio to a mac book pro which is one of the best things that ive done cos it works so much better...it also doesnt have that annoying fan noise that my last one had... im also working on a few animations and a painting atm so il put on some photos of them soon when there done ....  


:) 

doppelganger week

This week is all fun and ok if u look like someone but i dont ... why was there a never a celebrity made to look like me hmmm ..... weird lol so ive decided i will just have to become a celebrity myself....world here i come :) 

Watch this space ....I mean business ...haha ... ;)

Spider

A fish Animation

A Peacock Animation I did

Rainbow

Ever looked outside your window and wondered what it would be like to go over a rainbow like in wizard of oz?

elephant thing ...

guitar/slash paintings

Pics from slr

I promised ages ago to put on some of the pics from my slr here they are of course Ive done some stuff to them since then :)

Topic of the day

why do places only ever have £25 itunes vouchers ??

My disaster week

I am so glad my week is ended ....try doing a music assignment three times and havin ur web assignment late all due to technology failure..... bad times....Though despite this im happy to have my wee laptop back fingers crossed it doesnt get sick for another long time.

To celebrate went for a wee trip to town where i left photos into boots and of course they fucked up the reprints and tried to blame tescos haha ... i then went to get a charm put on my bracelet well at least this went well for once....i met up with naomi for lunch that was a nice unplanned turn of the afternoon.... and to finish my day I got emma my wee sister her birthday present...

tbh 2010 shaping up pretty unlucky so far as i sit here dyin with the cold haha

Snowman

Today I created this wonderful snowman !!!!! look how tiny he is aww....

A painting of Ones self

This is a fairly recent enough painting I found today of myself done in a pretty random brush dabbing way just thought id share it : )
Lookin back theres quite a bit i should have fixed for example the eyes but this pretty quick experimental work i never get too precise with ....

Special Nights

Silence Stillness Darkness
the sleeping eyes
night skies lie bare
a deep dark canvas
until a night so rare
sleeping eyes open
stars shine through

Hello 2010 Disasters

I have encountered my first disaster of this year and only 3 days in wow this must be a new record for me ...lets just say due to ice producing cracks in the glass i will need to replace my entire front car windscreen yey !!!! roll on next disaster

Day one of 2010

A new year a new start I'm thinking ... last year i accomplished not very much tbh worth talking about ... passed my driving and started a new course in tech but that was about it where sensible things were concerned ...other than that i did some pretty stupid pointless stuff like not go on holidays and spent 2 weeks in a mess surrounded by alcohol and friends leaving me with a huge clean up job virtually impossible with talking neighbours.... that was however fun... or my roadtrip round ireland which was me and others driving round with little money spending nights in tents, hostels and travel lodges for no apparent reason whatsoever... this is all without yet mentioning the amount of time / money i have spent in limelight or going to gigs ... ones of note were biffy clyro , panama kings, general fiasco, strait laces, and of course not forgetting the second year of Kernfest ...   this year i want to get more done ... however im not gonna sit and claim by the end of the yr im gonna have brought about world peace while solving the economic crisis ... no i just mean im gonna try my best to make the most outa things and maybe acomplish more for my sensible list :) :)

...This could be wishful thinking but hell i can try ...