Shopping addiction

I think i personally have a shopping addiction i just see things and cant say no.... its usually the weird and strange things that i find hardest as i always have the feeling that il never get the chance to own it again... tonight I bought a sega game gear ... it just looked so fun and retro I kinda just thought i need that ...plus it will give me something fun to do on the plane on holidays .... although buying stuff is fun eventually yea im gonna have to stop or the debt is just gonna be too much ... but for now alls cool and look what I own ooo yeaa ...this things just about older than me haha

Lord of the Rings day

lol lol ok now i really have become a nerd .... i held a lord of the rings day yesterday  ...o yea it was icecream followed by lord of the rings and then chinese ... it was fun but tbh i was asked what lotr was about today and i kinda apparently had the most unique description ever... well its not my fault i didnt fully concentrate on the whole thing over 3 hours the uncut version... helllloooo lack of concentration ...


ok so here it was ....
the first lord of the rings is basically these drunk short dudes who live in like a party land and then this  weird wizard kinda like dumbledore appears... this dumbledore dude sends them all on an epic quest ...where along the way they meet the most beautiful elf played by orlando bloom... dumbledore then dies in a cave when he tries to be all wizardy and cos he stands all smug for too long instead of runnin he is well whipped of the edge of the rock ...by this awesome firey dragon guy  ... so after the better lookin short dude cries a wee bit they go on another wee walk and have a few fights... it kinda ends with an epic bromance where one of the sort dudes like near drowns and the better lookin one saves him ...aww its cute ....

im gonna need to organise the next one now to watch the second film and see what happens :)

lastest film to enter my bubble...

Watched The Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind tonight ... i loved it simple as that ... the emotion portrayed well outdone a lot of films was very "real" ... it brought back how nothing is simple and it doesn't mean everything is bad but like reinforces that you need to work for what or who you want ... and that nothing is ever really lost just forgotten or gone for a while ... 


wow all that from a film ... maybe im just a weirdo or too tired and read to much into things... well bedtime now ...

nothingness

Sitting in bored.. was invited out tonight but i refused ... however im not quite sure why ... how come i want company but i dont ... and i want to do stuff but at the same time i dont ... its like have u ever turned on msn and got irritated by people trying to talk to you .... thats really it weirdness ...

...

I can honestly say ...
I dont think all problems have solutions

London

This place appears to have everything...
a tower
london eye
dungeons
palace
westend
wax works
an ice bar (look it up it is awesome)
gardens
aquarium 
harrods
etc etc etc
and at the weekend
it will have ...


ME

Her Anxiety- WB Yeats

Earth in beauty dressed
Awaits returning spring.
All true love must die,
Alter at the best
Into some lesser thing.
Prove that I lie.

Such body lovers have,
Such exacting breath,
That they touch or sigh.
Every touch they give,
Love is nearer death.
Prove that I lie.